Well, aside of many many life changing events in my last near-two-years, I’ve finally come to the absolute conclusion as to why I cannot think of a good topic to talk about.

But first – I know you’re thinking, “What does he mean by life changing?” (Considering you’ve ever came back after so long without any updated, or if anyone in general is reading this crap I post.) Well, what I’m talking about is all condensed into this short list:

  • Dumped
  • Moved
  • Got a job
  • Boozed my way through the dumping
  • Regained consciousness that boozing doesn’t helping dumping
  • Found new lady
  • Impregnated said lady
  • Bought a house
  • Had another child
  • Got a pet dog
  • Found a new job

That was in chronological order, in case you were wondering.

 

Now, as I was saying aside from that list, why haven’t I been able to think of anything to really write about? What is it that’s keeping me from opening up my mind and just exploring my thoughts on it? I’m fairly sure it’s just the fact that no conversations I’ve had with people have made me really question anything, or want to explore any deeper into my own mind, and come up with my own reasoning, solutions, or any relevant conversation to relate to the topic.

And you know what? It freaking sucks. I used to go to school, whether it was college or high school, and I’d come home after being with so many different people with different opinions on matters; now, I work with the same people every day – and we do have good conversations – but they’re not inspiring conversations. They don’t make me want to get on the computer and write down my thoughts. They aren’t the same mind-expanding topics that I had with people in school, as I got to know them on a personal level.

I don’t want to say that people I work with, or anyone currently in my life is boring, because my life certainly is not. It’s just nothing new, or if it is, it’s something that is too personal – Like, too personal. I’ve wrote a lot of personal things, but I could usually generalize them in order to blog about them. With these, I simply cannot.

 

Going on, I’ve definitely gotten multiples of rough drafts started about all the things I’ve been going through the last couple of years. But they’ve always seemed to run into a dead end. There’s only a chance that one of those drafts will make it’s way to light, as long as my memory still will serve me correctly on the story, as the amount of alcohol I consumed to forget the whole ordeal did, possibly, work. As far as the heavier details anyway.

I just thought I should drop by and let anyone know that I am still actively looking at my own website. I just can’t think of any new content to bring to light. And I apologize for that.