{"id":844,"date":"2021-07-28T11:11:31","date_gmt":"2021-07-28T16:11:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/?p=844"},"modified":"2025-02-20T01:58:49","modified_gmt":"2025-02-20T07:58:49","slug":"berried-alive-lemon-drop","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/?p=844","title":{"rendered":"Berried Alive &#8211; Lemon Drop"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<center><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"BERRIED ALIVE | LEMON DROP\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/aT9jWG-v9oI?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><\/center>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote has-text-align-center is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am a failure<br>It\u2019s self-diagnosed<br>Never made it<br>But damn I came close<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I\u2019m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghost<br>I hated this life but I\u2019ll fix it in post<br>I think the most hopeless word is &#8220;almost&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Racing headfirst down a rough mental decline<br>Grieving the death of these daydreams of mine<br>Racing headfirst down a rough mental decline<br>Grieving the death of these daydreams of mine<br>Mourning the wastefulness of my time<br>Hating myself but pretending it\u2019s fine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Practicing patience is something that I hate<br>I want it all and I won\u2019t wait<br>Cursed with ideas and no will to create<br>Learn to be something<br>Afraid it\u2019s too late<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It\u2019s too late<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I\u2019m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghost<br>I hated this life but I\u2019ll fix it in post<br>I think the most hopeless word is &#8220;almost&#8221;<br><br>Realizing nothing will ever be the same<br>How much disappointment can one life contain?<br>Desperately searching for someone to blame<br>Time is a demon, I spit right in it\u2019s face<br>Future wide open, I\u2019ve canceled my plans<br>Let my ambitions slip right through my hands<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Practicing patience is something that I hate<br>I want it all and I won\u2019t wait<br>Cursed with ideas and no will to create<br>Learn to be something<br>Afraid it\u2019s too late<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Drowning myself in this sinking feeling<br>Those doors and shattered the ceiling<br>Turning back, I\u2019m facing facts<br>I know that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am a failure<br>It\u2019s self-diagnosed<br>Never made it<br>But damn I came close<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I\u2019m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghost<br>I hated this life but I\u2019ll fix it in post<br>I am a failure<br>It\u2019s self-diagnosed<br>I think the most hopeless word is &#8220;almost&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a failureIt\u2019s self-diagnosedNever made itBut damn I came close Now I\u2019m aimlessly roaming this set like a ghostI hated this life but I\u2019ll fix it in postI think the most hopeless word is &#8220;almost&#8221; 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