After multiple failures of friendships, relationships, and many other social catastrophes, I’ve come to realize… I’ve lost humanity.<\/p>\n
Not faith in humanity, that has been dead long long ago. But -my- humanity. I no longer feel like a person, a human being. When being around what friends I do have, I no longer have connections in the conversations they have. I have no input for the topics. Half of the time, I completely blank out on what they’re talking about.<\/p>\n
Perhaps I’m just too caught up in all the shit going on inside my head, that I don’t have the ability to focus on the outside environment. I don’t believe that to be true, however. I just feel a complete lack of connection to other human beings.<\/p>\n
This means I’m stuck. Not being able to make new friends, not being able to further the friendships I do have.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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