Yeah, you guessed it, the title is, “you gotta be f**king kidding me, this is bull sh*t.”<\/p>\n
Basicly, a few nights ago there was this girl… Like, wow… Emo as HELL. and I was forced to talk to her until 3 in the morning… Just read, really. WTF. Oh, and by the way, you’ll find out a lot about the position i’m in :]
\nI’ll write about that later…
\n
\n(12:24:04 AM) Her:\u00a0 hi
\n(12:24:09 AM) Me:\u00a0 Hi
\n(12:24:17 AM) Her:\u00a0 waz up
\n(12:24:31 AM) Me:\u00a0 just got home
\n(12:24:42 AM) Her:\u00a0 from where
\n(12:24:49 AM) Me:\u00a0 bavysitting
\n(12:24:58 AM) Me:\u00a0 babysitting**
\n(12:25:31 AM) Her:\u00a0 who u babysit for
\n(12:26:03 AM) Me:\u00a0 some girl on the other side of town
\n(12:26:38 AM) Her:\u00a0 o
\n(12:26:48 AM) Me:\u00a0 yea<\/p>\n
(LATER)<\/p>\n
(1:47:41 AM) Her:\u00a0 go to bed mister
\n(1:47:50 AM) Me:\u00a0 Not yet.
\n(1:48:09 AM) Her:\u00a0 yes go im your mommy
\n(1:48:13 AM) Me:\u00a0 uh
\n(1:48:14 AM) Me:\u00a0 no
\n(1:48:28 AM) Her:\u00a0 mhm
\n(1:48:41 AM) Me:\u00a0 i dont believe you
\n(1:48:55 AM) Her:\u00a0 belive it
\n(1:49:01 AM) Me:\u00a0 never.
\n(1:49:15 AM) Her:\u00a0 ill slap u young man
\n(1:49:40 AM) Me:\u00a0 lol
\n(1:49:40 AM) Me:\u00a0 ok
\n(1:50:12 AM) Her:\u00a0 o u want to be slapped
\n(1:50:24 AM) Me:\u00a0 sure
\n(1:51:14 AM) Her:\u00a0 slaps u on the ass lol
\n(1:51:19 AM) Me:\u00a0 o.o
\n(1:51:25 AM) Her:\u00a0 domt
\n(1:51:32 AM) Her:\u00a0 don’t make me do it aggain
\n(1:51:32 AM) Me:\u00a0 more reason you not to be my mom
\n(1:51:45 AM) Me:\u00a0 :3
\n(1:51:50 AM) Her:\u00a0 ill do it agin
\n(1:51:57 AM) Me:\u00a0 no thx
\n(1:52:08 AM) Her:\u00a0 mmm good if u went far i might rap u lol jk
\n(1:52:24 AM) Me:\u00a0 uhhh
\n(1:52:31 AM) Me:\u00a0 nothanks
\n(1:52:36 AM) Her:\u00a0 lol k
\n(1:52:44 AM) Me:\u00a0 imma go look for food though
\n(1:52:52 AM) Her:\u00a0 lol k
\n(1:52:56 AM) Her:\u00a0 get me something
\n(1:53:06 AM) Me:\u00a0 ill look
\n(1:53:15 AM) Her:\u00a0 k
\n(1:56:23 AM) Me:\u00a0 WE dont have anything.
\n(1:56:25 AM) Me:\u00a0 wtf.
\n(1:56:56 AM) Her:\u00a0 o
\n(1:59:14 AM) Her:\u00a0 I need a friend now
\n(1:59:30 AM) Me:\u00a0 o.o?
\n(1:59:50 AM) Her:\u00a0 :'(
\n(1:59:58 AM) Me:\u00a0 what\/
\n(2:00:01 AM) Me:\u00a0 what?
\n(2:01:10 AM) Her:\u00a0 y do I have to be the one to loose my family and suffer threw eveyrhting
\n(2:01:22 AM) Me:\u00a0 Believe me, you’re not the only one
\n(2:02:22 AM) Her:\u00a0 y’s that
\n(2:03:42 AM) Me:\u00a0 everyone looses family and suffers through horrible things
\n(2:04:33 AM) Her:\u00a0 I loose my great grandma that was like closet thing to me and then my grandpa almost gets killed and now fred is in a coma
\n(2:05:26 AM) Me:\u00a0 my grandma dies, the family never sees eachother anymore, my brother goes to jail, i get to raise a kid 6 years early
\n(2:06:37 AM) Her:\u00a0 I know with the kid its goign to be rough, but u are kinda lucky cus then u will have something to watch and care for, for me I have no one to care about me or love me
\n(2:10:05 AM) Me:\u00a0 i have to get a new job, move out and pay rent, and loose thousands of dollars on something that I dont particularly want right now
\n(2:10:34 AM) Her:\u00a0 ill help u nick
\n(2:10:38 AM) Me:\u00a0 For the next 18 (at least) years of my like, more than twice as long as I’ve been living
\n(2:10:57 AM) Her:\u00a0 ill be their for u nick, ill help u with the kid
\n(2:11:56 AM) Me:\u00a0 It’s fine
\n(2:11:58 AM) Me:\u00a0 I’ll be fine
\n(2:12:05 AM) Her:\u00a0 nick i want to help u
\n(2:12:46 AM) Me:\u00a0 believe me, amber, I’ll be fine
\n(2:13:19 AM) Her:\u00a0 how do u know that your job won’t cover at all, when the baby comes do u know how much u are goign to be up takign care of it and hw much money
\n(2:16:13 AM) Me:\u00a0 i make 6.75\/hr ~25 hours a week, that’s usually a 220 paycheck. with that money I have to buy a car, pay rent, pay to have the kid, which is 8 grand
\n(2:16:23 AM) Me:\u00a0 I only have 800 to my name
\n(2:16:44 AM) Her:\u00a0 u get 9.25 a hour and i get about 260 to 300, i can help u nick
\n(2:17:49 AM) Me:\u00a0 It’ll be fine, trust me
\n(2:18:02 AM) Her:\u00a0 nick ill be here for u k if u need any help tell me
\n(2:18:10 AM) Me:\u00a0 ok
\n(2:18:12 AM) Me:\u00a0 I will
\n(2:18:53 AM) Her:\u00a0 k, i care for u alot and I don’t want u to go through tis alone
\n(2:19:13 AM) Me:\u00a0 I know
\n(2:19:17 AM) Me:\u00a0 I’ll be fine
\n(2:21:34 AM) Her:\u00a0 k nick
\n(2:21:40 AM) Me:\u00a0 hm?
\n(2:22:12 AM) Her:\u00a0 I miss u so much
\n(2:22:48 AM) Me:\u00a0 I know
\n(2:23:19 AM) Her:\u00a0 but u don’t
\n(2:23:49 AM) Me:\u00a0 i need to do what’s right for this baby
\n(2:24:25 AM) Her:\u00a0 I know, but are u goign to let me go
\n(2:25:17 AM) Me:\u00a0 I have to.
\n(2:25:33 AM) Her:\u00a0 even if u love me
\n(2:25:39 AM) Me:\u00a0 We can be friends, that’s it, Amber.
\n(2:26:02 AM) Her:\u00a0 i just want to know do u love me
\n(2:26:53 AM) Me:\u00a0 No.
\n(2:27:39 AM) Her:\u00a0 i guess no one loves me
\n(2:29:26 AM) Her:\u00a0 don’t stop me from what im goign to do nick
\n(2:30:07 AM) Me:\u00a0 And what’s that?
\n(2:31:17 AM) Her:\u00a0 what do u think
\n(2:31:35 AM) Me:\u00a0 Cut.
\n(2:32:20 AM) Her:\u00a0 don’t u stop me
\n(2:32:57 AM) Me:\u00a0 Ok… If you’re truly set on cutting yourself over me….
\n(2:33:14 AM) Her:\u00a0 u dont’ get it nick
\n(2:35:28 AM) Me:\u00a0 No I dont.
\n(2:35:32 AM) Me:\u00a0 I know that.
\n(2:36:01 AM) Her:\u00a0 no one cares, im alone, no ones loves me
\n(2:37:49 AM) Me:\u00a0 I’m sorry about that, but I cant start confusing myself anymore
\n(2:38:59 AM) Her:\u00a0 and I can’t start thinking that their is a life for me
\n(2:40:48 AM) Her:\u00a0 im better off not here
\n(2:41:09 AM) Me:\u00a0 Doubt it
\n(2:41:52 AM) Her:\u00a0 I don’t want my life anymore i hate it all i do is suffer i can’t take it hutrs me to much
\n(2:44:28 AM) Her:\u00a0 nick
\n(2:44:34 AM) Me:\u00a0 What?
\n(2:45:56 AM) Her:\u00a0 i cn’t feel anthing right now i feel like im going out
\n(2:49:42 AM) Her:\u00a0 bye
\n(2:50:29 AM) Me:\u00a0 bye?
\n(2:50:48 AM) Her:\u00a0 im sorry I hurt myself right now and i dont’ feel alright
\n(2:51:33 AM) Me:\u00a0 ok…
\n(2:51:55 AM) Her:\u00a0 i cut myself k i fell like im goign to fate, cus with all the blood
\n(2:52:13 AM) Me:\u00a0 i suggest sleep then
\n(2:52:32 AM) Her:\u00a0 dont’ u get it nick i cut really deep
\n(2:53:01 AM) Me:\u00a0 i get it.
\n(2:53:08 AM) Me:\u00a0 but I cant stop you.
\n(2:53:36 AM) Her:\u00a0 u can stop me
\n(2:55:08 AM) Me:\u00a0 I can call 911, or your house and tell someone what you are doing, i cant help any other wa.
\n(2:55:10 AM) Me:\u00a0 way*\/
\n(2:55:31 AM) Her:\u00a0 no dont’ tell my mom or grandma, ill be sent
\n(2:56:11 AM) Me:\u00a0 Then I dont know how I can help.
\n(2:56:33 AM) Her:\u00a0 just talk to me through it just u help me stop
\n(2:57:33 AM) Her:\u00a0 nothing seems to work for me, just plez nick help me through this, I don’t want to be like this
\n(2:58:11 AM) Me:\u00a0 Amber, I cant help.
\n(2:58:18 AM) Her:\u00a0 y
\n(2:58:37 AM) Me:\u00a0 I cant talk, that’s it.
\n(2:58:54 AM) Her:\u00a0 fine bye
\n(2:59:14 AM) Me:\u00a0 erm, can** sorry.
\n(2:59:24 AM) Me:\u00a0 >.<
\n(3:00:10 AM) Her:\u00a0 its k..just help me talk me through it
\n(3:00:26 AM) Her:\u00a0 i g2g im tired ill talk to u tommorrow bye xx
\n(3:00:36 AM) Me:\u00a0 OK
\n(3:00:45 AM) Me:\u00a0 night
\n(3:00:58 AM) Her:\u00a0 go to bed soon
\n(3:01:03 AM) Me:\u00a0 I will.<\/p>\n
Now then…. about this. Notice RIGHT AT 3, She decides, “oh, im tired, good night” I mean, WTF, that’s soooooo stupid and pissed me off like hell! >:[
\nStill, lol. I’m taken, and she’s acting like this, wtf lulz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yeah, you guessed it, the title is, “you gotta be f**king kidding me, this is bull sh*t.”<\/p>\n
Basicly, a few nights ago there was this girl… Like, wow… Emo as HELL. and I was forced to talk to her until 3 in the morning… Just read, really. WTF. Oh, and by the way, you’ll find out a lot about the poition i’m in :]
\nI’ll write about that later…<\/p>\n
(12:24:04 AM) Her: hi
\n(12:24:09 AM) Me: Hi
\n(12:24:17 AM) Her: waz up
\n(12:24:31 AM) Me: just got home
\n(12:24:42 AM) Her: from where
\n(12:24:49 AM) Me: bavysitting
\n(12:24:58 AM) Me: babysitting**
\n(12:25:31 AM) Her: who u babysit for
\n(12:26:03 AM) Me: some girl on the other side of town
\n(12:26:38 AM) Her: o
\n(12:26:48 AM) Me: yea<\/p>\n
(LATER)<\/p>\n
(1:47:41 AM) Her: go to bed mister<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":243,"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions\/243"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggersden.org\/blogs\/nick\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}